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[Nov. 30th, 2006|03:36 pm] |
fuck guys .. all they do is fuck wit my head. goddamn. fuck it. i still really like gary. and he's wit cryss, and me n him r supposed to chill today?! hah. w/e. idk if thats gonna happen or not. but i miss him soo much, i literally stayed up all night talking to him. haha. <3 goddd i miss that boy. hes so much better lookin than ang. and he's gonna get me a tattoo!! haha. i love him<3 i miss him<3 i want him back, badlyyy<33 |
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[Oct. 27th, 2006|05:27 pm] |
havent talked to angelo in 3 days, since the 24th, i guess? haha. and apparently, we are still going out, well, at least thats what he told john last night. i just love this. i dont even know if i have a bf or not. haha. && rachael pretttty much wants to kill me, shittt ill fight that slut as long as i wont be burried in her fuckin back yard (she's hugo's daughter...) haha. ferreal tho. i dont even know anymore. i miss angelo, and i miss talking to him, i havent seen him in a week =/ whatever tho, shiiiit happens. haha.
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[Oct. 22nd, 2006|12:44 am] |
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| | tired | ] | so uhm, me and angelo are going out. haha. he asked me friday when i would be his girl, and i said i dont care whenever you want me to be, and he toldme i have to give him an answer so i said now if u want and he was like, ok your my girl now. =) and kissed me. haha. this was also after we had sex, so it wasnt just for that .. lol. but i was soooo happy. then i realized damien. idk what to do i apparently told damien some stuff when i was drunk that i didnt wanna tell him cause its not how i really feel, and idk what to doooo. blah. maybe i'll just avoid dame til he cools down n starts to like another girl. lol. but i dont even know. im really tired.
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[Oct. 6th, 2006|02:29 am] |
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| | exhausted | ] | im honestly thinking about giving up on life, totally.
angelo is a d-bag. i might like a 1/2 black kid who gave me a hickey and its hard to hide! and im grounded.
oh, and pretty much failing school, w/e. haha. and i found out eric n pavlick smoke. oh and i mite also like eric, or am attracted to him. hah, w/e. i hate school. |
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[Sep. 25th, 2006|07:16 am] |
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| | showstopper - danity kane<3 | ] | mk, so i was outside yesterday, and jackie called me to see if i wanted to go out wit her, her bf, and his friend, so i did. and brandon is seriously pretty funny. and i think i may be falling for him. haha. i thout he was seriously gonna kick me outta tha jeep tho. haha, and when we were eating, he wouldnt stop spittin a lil bit of soda at me, it like, sprayed me, it got pretty annoying, but it was funny. then lenny drove, and brandon sat in front of me, and as soon as he sat, he put his chair all the way back n his arms went crazy. then he grabbed my arms, and brought them around him, and he held them there. then i gave him a back massage, ahaha. but yeah. it was pretty funny, but it mite be a bad thing, i mite not see him again, he's like 19. and i dont think he'll ever like me as more than a friend, but w/e. haha. it got my mind off angelo. =) i hate school. |
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[Sep. 21st, 2006|05:41 pm] |
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| | i know you see it - yung joc | ] | haha, life is gay. i need madd plans for this weekend, and i dont have a friend who drives / has a car. mothafucka. i may be using angelo, or john. haha. but yea. i need alcohol this weekend, and keri just got off tha phone with me, and idk why, but i have a real wierd feeling that shits gonna happen and im not gonna do nethin tomora nite. i wanted to head to tha soccer game, but i mite not get there..so idkk. and i gotta go to tha fball game, but no worries wit that. lol idk wat else is goin on, i mite go to tha twist, not sure tho .. haha. who knows wat will happen, i mite call angelo in a lil bit? i miss him. idk wat to do about him...we hung out last week, and i havent talked to him since..so w/e. |
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[Sep. 4th, 2006|06:28 pm] |
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| | cherish - do it to it | ] | gary needs to fucking listen and not fucking call me ever a-fuckin-gain. im gonna fuckin kill the goddamn cocksucking bastard. mothafucka needs to call his g/f not ex and stop runnin his lil fuckin mouth b4 i go fuckin beat the fucker up. wow sorry. pissed. he always calls me and i told him not to fuckin talk to me again. motherfucker. aha, and i really like angelo again. great. |
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[Sep. 1st, 2006|01:15 pm] |
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| | playhouse - pretty ricky <3 | ] | mk. so angelo called me 2 nites ago, to go out, at 10:15. i was like, yo i got school lets hangout 2mora? n he told me he'd call me. and yea. he didnt call, but i called olie n ang was like, lemme talk to her. so i was talkin 2 him, then he came n picked me up, and i wanted to fuck sooo bad last nite. we had condoms. i fuckin hate this week tho. hahaha. owell, at least i know im not pregnant. haha. idk wat to think about gary, like, i think i realized last nite that i never loved him. i just liked him that much n called it love. caz, when i was wit angelo, i realized how much i really like ang still and how i never got over him. but yeah, idk nemore. i have a vball game in like an hour. and i need to get ready. haha. <3 |
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[Aug. 25th, 2006|12:48 am] |
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| | confused | ] | guys suck dick. gary's alredi goin out wit crystal. and i wanted to talk to him about it, but idk how to. idk how to bring it up. like idk. he came down 2nite to see me for a half an hour. and he called her from my phone told her he was alone on john's phone (after he said he was wit john) and yeah, it was my phone noone else's..haha. then i was like "yo i gotta go..." and he put his arm round me n held my hand n told me to calm down (not really talkin..whisperin caz he was on the phone wit crystal) i was like..fuckin a. i reallyyyyy miss him bein wit me. but i aint even allowed to see him nemore. so w/e. and i kinda smell like him from him hugging me so long =/ i do still love him. a lot more than i thout. and its just not fair. seeing him 2nite made me wanna break down n cry. i need to see him someday alone and talk to him. sit down n talk.idk how to bring shit up tho. but w/e. idk nemore. =/ |
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[Aug. 21st, 2006|01:43 pm] |
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| | promise - matchbook romance | ] | uhm. wowww. i love gary. i fucked up big time. i broke up wit him caz i thout he kissed another girl, which he said he never did. and now we're not gonna get back together. or somethin, he told me. all cause i told him why i dont like matt j. which is caz matt was tryna kinda 'hook up' wit me when me n gary were together. and caz i didnt tell gary that, he cant trust me? what the fuck ever. its unbelievable how much i still care about the guy. but i guess ill just get over him, eventually. and angelo said i was gonna fucking call him up, but he isnt gonna fuck me i gary still cares bout me. n gary said he did, so ang was lyk oh alryte i aint gonna then. so yea. haha. owell tho. lol. if he seriously never cheated on me, im gonna kill myself. i fucking lost the only guy i fucking care about. and like, yea there were points in the whole 2 months where i didnt see myself being with him, and now that i lost him its totally different. i cant see myself with anyone else. like that fucking quote like 'u dont know what u have until its gone' or w/e. haha. but idk. i think me n keri are gonna call brian. lmfao. <3 |
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[Aug. 14th, 2006|07:45 pm] |
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| | danity kane - showstopper | ] | name -- michelle age -- 16 hair -- blonde eye -- brown # of siblings -- 2 bro's glasses // contacts -- contacts.. pericings -- only one in each ear so far. tattoos -- not yet braces -- not anymore
FAVORITE
color -- lime green.. band -- a lot song-- uhm, theres too many stuffed animal -- lol. idk video game -- not sure... tv show -- real world. LB<3 movie -- theres a lot for this too book -- haha! food -- pizza. chicken wings. chicken wing pizza. game on celly -- lmfao. my mom has this car racing game! cd -- idk. flowers -- roses scent -- uhm, guys. i love how they smell. lmfaooo animal -- lil puppies cereal -- no thnx website -- umm..idk cartoon -- haha idk. rocket power. lol
DO YOU
play an instrument-- nah watch tv -- yea like to sign -- no have a job -- kinda? have a celly -- lol yea like to play sports -- yeahhhh have a Boy friend // girl friend -- haha, yeah<33 have a crush -- well, boyfriend? lived some where other than the U.S -- nah have more than 5 tvs in your house -- yea like school -- ehh,seeing ppl yes.
CAN YOU
say the abc backwords -- lmao, not really. haha speak any other languages -- a lil french go a day with out food -- yea stay up more than 24 hrs -- yeah roll your tounge -- yeah eat a whole pizza -- if im hungry enough
HAVE YOU EVER
snuck out of the house -- yepp cried to get out of trouble -- yea gotten lost in your own city -- yea..lmfao seen a shooting star -- yeah been to any other city-- yeahh had a seriuos surgerys -- not really? tonsels & hernia when i was 3 stolen something important to someone else -- nah sloved a rubiks cubes -- lmfao. hell no gone out in public in pjs -- yea crired over a girl or a boy -- yea kissed a stranger -- yea huged a stranger -- yea been in a fist fight -- kinda gotten arrested -- nah done drugs -- haha had alcohol -- yessirr pushed all the buttons on an elevator -- yeah. so did erin. gone to school to find out there was no school bcuz of a holiday -- hell no. if there's no school i know. swore at your parents -- nah been to warped tour -- no =/ kicked a guy in the balls -- yea been in love -- <3 been close to love -- yeah..i am. been in a casino-- no ran over an animal and killed it -- no broken a bone -- yea gotten stitches -- yeah had a water ballon fight -- lmfao. hell yea<3 had a water ballon fight in the winter -- i think.. drank a whole gallon of milk in one hr -- no made cookies lately -- um no bitten some one -- yea been to niagra falls -- no burped in someones face -- no gotten chicken pox -- yeah
WHENS THE LAST TIME YOU
brushed your teeth -- a lil while ago went to the bathroom -- uhm, earlier saw a movie -- idkk. haha. last nite? it was on TV read a book -- on vacation had a snow day -- last winter..? had a party -- damn, idk had a sleep over-- the other day. with erin made funn of someone -- idkk tripped in front of someone -- haha. at the red barons game went to the grocery store -- idkk. lmfao got sick -- uhm, like threw up - brian's/will's hahahahaha. cursed -- today
CHOOSE ONE
fruits |-| veggies -- fruits black |-| white -- im not chosing. racism. haha lights on |-| off -- off ;) tv |-| movie -- movie car |-| truck -- car body spray |-| lotion -- spary cash |-| check -- cash. pillows |-| blankets -- blankets. u can go under them head ache |-| tummy ache -- no thnx. neither pens |-| pencils -- pens chinese food |-| maxican food -- i like both summer |-| winter -- bothh<3 snow |-| rain -- bothhh<33 fog |-| misty -- fog? rock |-| rap -- rap =) boy |-| girl -- boy ;) chocolate |-| vanilla -- chocolate sprinkles |-| icing -- icing.. cake |-| pie -- cake french toast |-| french fries -- mmm, both<3 strawberries |-| blueberries -- strawberries ocean |-| pool -- ocean hugs |-| kisses -- both =) long sleeve |-| short sleeve -- short sleeve pants |-| shorts -- jeans winter break |-| spirng break -- since i dont have a spring break, winter. i getta ski<3 wallet |-| pocket -- uhm, both? window |-| door -- window. pink |-| purple -- hot pink cat |-| dog -- puppy spring |-| fall -- neither alil cloudy |-| clear sky -- clear sky moon |-| stars -- stars
FRIEND SHIP
how many friends do you have -- a lot do you have a best friend -- yea. erin&keri <33 have you ever liked one of your friends -- yeahh do you have more guy friends or girl friends -- prolly more guys<3 whats an inside joke between you and a friend -- damn. there's a lot do you miss any of your old friends -- yea what friend have you known the longest -- erin do you regret anthing youve every done to a friend -- yea whats the dumbest thing you ever done with a friend -- wow. too many things what do you think your friends think of you -- idkk
LOVE
have you ever been in love -- =) <3 if you have with who -- gary. are you single -- noo are you in a realtionship -- yeah how long -- almost 2 months. haha. yeah, its kinda soon to say "love" but thats how i feel. do you belive there is someone for everone -- yeah what is your idea of the best date -- anything, i thinks its more of the person who makes the date amazing what was your first kiss like -- hah. it was actually not bad. but ewh how old were you when you got your first kiss -- lyk, 14. well, first real kiss do you think love is a load of shit -- no whats the best experience you had with the oppisite sex -- lol. ;) have you ever been dumped -- yea have you ever dumb someone -- yea whats the most sexual thing you done with the oppsite sex -- sex. ?!
WORD ASSOCIATION
slippers -- fuzzy hat -- head hard -- dick free -- head space -- leg taste -- lips good charlotte -- saved my life red -- lips deep -- throat heart -- love<3 cord -- telephone line cheese -- burgers rain -- fun work -- at frost is funny pedal -- bike head -- suck bed -- warm race -- cars knife -- murder jump -- high
>>>I<<<
am -- bored want -- to see gary? need -- sleep crave -- strawberries. idk why. or sex. love -- uhm, gary? hate -- a certain someone did -- gary feel -- tired miss -- ...gary am annoyed by -- not having strawberries would rather -- money am tired of -- being broke will always -- be broke
JUST STUFF
what time is it -- 11:05 what day is it -- monday whens the last time you called someone -- earlier. gary. haha how much money do you have -- nothing are you hungry -- not right now what are you doing -- watchin TV, this, and talkin on the phone.. do you like parades -- no do you like the moon -- yes if you had a magical power what is it -- fly. or teleport have you ever had a picnic -- yea did you ever have one of those skip its when you were little -- yea are you wearing socks?what color? -- no
DO YOU THINK YOU ARE
funny -- sometimes? pretty -- ehh, maybe sarcastic -- yea lazy -- yea friendly -- sure shy -- at times evil -- haha. not really hyper -- yes smart -- no strong -- kinda. since it took 4 ppl to throw me in my pool.. talented -- maybe? dorky -- haha. who isnt? lmfao
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT
suicide -- its ur life. i wanted to at one point. love -- haha. <33 drunk drivers -- if they can actually contorl themselves its not bad, but i dont like that shit airplanes -- high? war -- waste of time united states -- uhm, good? gay marrige -- why not? love is love. doesnt fucking matter if its 2 guys, or 2 grls school -- boring surveys -- pass time by parents -- gay cars -- hmm, good? idk? killing -- bad.. brittney spears -- no thnx coffee -- yummyyy
WOULD YOU EVER
sky dive -- yeahh play stripe poker -- well, if i knew how to play poker than yea run away -- i did curse at a teacher -- maybe not take a shower for a week -- hell no... ask someone out -- idk. i mite? lie to som1 to make them like you more -- nahh go scuba diving -- yea write a book -- no?
LAST FEW
what shampoo do you use -- uhm, garnier fructis? what computer do you have -- HP laptop what grade are you in -- 11th...almost over.. do you like to throw popcorn at people at the movies -- yeahhhhh
how many posters do you have in your room: uhm. 2. lmfao how many cds do you have: a lot what time is it: 11:22
see how bored i was. anyways. me n keri already skipped out on some vball practice this year. haha. our 1st one. we left an hour n a half early. lmfaoo. <3 i love my boo. and my bf. if he calls me back. he's prolly talkin to alyson. =/ owell. if he does that, its his loss. he has no idea how much i care about him, if he wants to lose me, hey, his fault and loss, not mine. |
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[Aug. 10th, 2006|05:50 pm] |
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| | aint no other man - xtina | ] | so me and gary broke up last nite. at the movies. i kinda broke up wit him. then he walked away. so i followed him to the corner and i was talking to him and he kissed me n held me and i told him i love him so much, he was like "i love you so much too" and then i asked if we were really over, he didnt answer. then i told im y i said that, then he started to walk home then i asked him again if we were over and he said yea. so i walked back to olie n his gf. then my mom came n got me. n we went lookin for him caz of the shootings lately. then i got home and we did talk for a lil bit. then he ate n we talked more n then he went to his aunts house (nextdoor) and told me he was there "relieving stress caz he doesnt have a g/f" then his aunt came on later n was like "no dont leave. i dont like these other hoe's" n i was laughinnn. then i told her that gary said he was done with everything so she asked him n gary said no. so then gary got back on the phone, and b4 he got off he told me he loves me. then he called me back a lil later, and was like "so how does it feel being single" and i was like, what? then he said he was kiddin, and i was like, "wat r u kiddin about? me bein single? or how it feels?" so he was like "u bein single, i hope" so then we were fine, and maybe an hour later he called me again, he fuckin ran to blur bottom to get drunk, then ran home. haha. and when he called me when he got home, he asked me if ill go back out wit him, then told me he was gonna go sleep in his mom's car, then he woke up really confused. haha. i love that boy.
and now he's movin to nanticoke =/ and he's with a girl, but idk who. he did tell me he loves me tho. haha. <3 |
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[Aug. 7th, 2006|03:48 pm] |
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| | all hail the heartbreaker - the spill canvas | ] | its taken everything in me just to forget your sweater so far<3
wow. sorry. i love that song. and i had to continue it from the icon thing. haha. i wish i saw their show =/ gary is a douchebag. im going to go and hangout with lopez. fuck that shit. he can "go home" with alyson and not go home for over an hour, then i can hangout wit lopez. i dont fuckin care what he says. i miss my fuckin friends. he lyk, controls my fucking life. screw that shit. haha. i love him tho. i love alcohol also<3 |
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[Aug. 4th, 2006|12:07 am] |
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| | very happy =) <3 | ] |
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| | my hood - yound jeezy | ] | what the hell. im totally over angelo. haha. i realized that today. and i need to figure out how to change this. haha. im bored. i getta go camping all weekend<33 its gonna be amazinggg. i cant fuckin waittt. im gonna get loaded too =) hahha. i loveloveloveeee woods parties<3 and my boyfriend<3 |
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[Jul. 29th, 2006|07:56 pm] |
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| | MY BED. =P | ] |
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| | aint no other man - xtina | ] | uhm, i never update this. i totally forgot about it. hahaha. lets see. nothing is new. i have a boyfriend. im not over angelo. angelo n my bf are friends [kinda sorta] and idk..haha im goin campin tonite tho, with gary<33 haha. im so happyyy. idk tho. i miss a lotta people from school. and im realllyyy bored. <3 |
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[Mar. 13th, 2006|11:03 pm] |
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| | so sick ;; ne-yo | ] | wowww. i hate guys. me and angelo became such good friends. and now .. he barely talks ta me. n he told crit pretty much everything me n him did. which pisses me tha fk offff. why would he do that shit. goddamn. i thout maybe .. maybeeeee he's different. damn was i wrongggg. w/e. he wants ta be a dick like this. fine. i dont need someone like him in my life. and im serious now. fuck. seriously. i dont even know. and now i like ryan again. i gave him a massage today. at tha vball scrimitch thing. yea. it was random. but w/e. haha. n he kept lookin up at me wen he was on tha court. lmaooo. but yea. i feel bad caz of amanda. n idk wat ta do. w/e. ill think of sumtin. lol. im bored. im hungry. i dont kno why im on this. owell. <3 |
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| boredd |
[Jul. 11th, 2005|01:53 am] |
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| | ying yang twins - wait [whisper song] | ] | well yea .. i changed my layout a bit on here .. i was bored and had nothing else to do and my nelly one was alll screwed up so i had to changee it .. haha .. so yea .. its now polka dots!! lol.
lauren is going home tomora .. so yea .. and i have a softball game tomora .. and danny n eric n matt are supposively [haha..cant spell..] calling me at 12 to go play baseball..HAHA!! if they do..i'd be shockedd..lmao. but i think it'd be pretty fun .. but im not bringing my mit .. EWW!! danny said this to me [eric told him to] can i put my bat n balls in your mit [or glove..] haha..prettyyy funny..but not from him .. lmao.
angelo .. hasnt called me yet .. he told me like one time he liked me .. then hasnt said shit bout that again .. w/e tho .. i mean .. its summer .. i dont want a boyfriend that i gotta be wit .. like seriously..juss messin around for tha summer <3 ;] haha .. but no .. like if he wanted to i'd def. go out wit him tho .. lmao.
well i dont know WHY i came on here .. w/e tho .. its alllll good .. but i guess .. maybee .. i'll update some other day <33 |
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[Jul. 8th, 2005|12:44 am] |
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| | the gamee - higher <3 | ] | well wow..i def. havent been on here in a whilee..the last post post about all that crit shitt..yea he came down 2 times since..tha 1st time was wit angelo olie and stu after me olie and stu walked to jack n jills crit met us [had NO clue who angelo was..but i thout he was hott so i def. didnt mindd..] then stu came by..so we went *sumwhere* and then to my house for a bit and ang was like holding me..hey..w/e..i didnt mindd..haha. then they left and came back like a month later..no stu tho..and me n crit ended up making up and kissin n shitt..eww..gross..and ang was askin me if i like him or not [meaning ang..] nad i couldnt say yea cuz of crit being there..but then ang got my s/n n i told him n shitt..n then i was messing wit crits head a lil n he thout iw as serious..so they were both mad at me cuz they thout i was playing them both..but i all i really wanted was angelo..but w/e..now once again..me + crit arent talkng..and this time..im done..w/e..i dont really need him anymoreee. and angelo dont hate me now!! thank god..but he was supposed to call me yestarday..neverr did..w/e..figures. i wanna chill wit him again..i WOULD this weekend..but my cousins are coming in before they go to florida..so yea ryte..and my bro..so ima spend time wit my familyyy <3
haha..thats it wit all those guys..cuz i stillll realyyyy like ryann too!! he was one of the reasons why i went to soooo mani vball games..haha. but hes sooooooo hott..i mean..wow..if i could..i'd def. chill wit him all tha time..but we never talk..except for when we were in vermont when i met him..=/. and at dorney..which we werent talkin..i was squirting him wit tha water gun thingy at water works then stewart started squirting me outta no where...haha..that was an amazingg dayy..lmao.
but yeahh...im finally 15 now!! haha..soo youngg..but ohh well.
oh and..lauren and them are coming in tomora to start movinggg!! lol..then they're going to florida..then gonna come here and liveee..=]. lol.
and wow i wrote a lot..i reallyyy dont care about misspelled words..haha..so yea..im done for now..i'll cyaa <3 |
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[Apr. 30th, 2005|03:01 pm] |
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| | 50 cent//gunitt-hate it or love it [gunitt mixx] | ] | wow...vball games def. rock my sox!! lol...i <3 them!! they're sooo great!! esp .wit my vball whorez <333 [lindz keri ariel mulveyy n fi] hah..red bull is def. needed soon again..& bawlz lol lindz. <333
yeah..idk why.. but i HAD to get that out..lol. |
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